没什么. 胡言乱语而已.

我不需要婉转的表达

发现不一样的表情

感觉厌恶

所谓的点滴仔细只不过是过于保护自己

是以礼貌的方式来掩饰自私

发现丑陋的面具只不过用遮掩来视而不见

天灰得在下着大雨

独自却失了自己

毫不在意

"又怎样..."

现代的黑色幽默

是否有奢侈得再穿插那一点的灰?

灭

天空依旧在等待

过去逝去的不再回来

看不见前面昨天今天

我开始瞎了眼

迷失了眼前

走不出所谓的现在未来

迷失在史前的梦幻

消逝在所谓的后乐园

别了自己

灭了过去

我自尽

结束

完

我是颠的

忙了一天

累了一夜

写了一面

忘了一页

读了一夜

忘了一切

疯了一天

颠了一点

忘了一天

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考试将近

疯了一点

Q&A

hehe... too bored.. nth to do at home.. at jb now...

tired and feel frustrated with this 56kb/s jaring...

this Q&A was taken from a-L-e-X friendster's Bulletin Board XD

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01.Are you a photogenic ?
Nope

02. What time do you go to bed ?
around 12 or 1am... if not i'll be dead meat...

03. What was the last thing you did before this ?
Fear Factor, giving tuition to my cousin

04. Who's the one you always meet the most ?
friendsss

05. Who's the person you'll call if you need help?
hmm... cannot tell :P

06. What's on your mind right now ?
y does mosquitos exist in this word?

07. American idol or malaysian idol?
nah...

08. With whom do you wanna be with to have fun ?
friends, family

09. What movie do you wanna watch now?
Munich

10. When was the last time you went out ?
few hours ago...

11. What do you hate the most for now?
mosquitos, money

12. What do you do everyday besides eat & sleep?
attend lectures, blogging, poeming, chatting, day dreaming~

13. Colors that make you happy ?
Sky Blue

14. Most fave thing in your room ?
My Cds DVDs collection

15. Miss someone?
not some"one" but ~ some'tons' ?

16. Plan to buy something?
yep.. alot...

17. Are you satisfied with your life now?
yep, i'm satisfied with everything now: )

18.Do you like seafood?
yep! but since that particular night~ i started to hate squids->sotong~~

19.Breakfast or dinner?
Dinner.

20. Do you recycle?
hmm i love to, but i dint >"<

21. Do you have a laptop?
nope, just desktop

22. What's your favorite fast food?
Burger King, Season Cafe, KennyRoger

23. Cats or dogs?
Dog! "Bobby~"

24. Salty or sweet?
Salty

25. City or country?
City

26. Is kissing normal for your age?
pai seh lah~

27. Are you athletic?
can say so

28.Would you want to be treated equally?
Of course!

29. Do you have your own cell phone?
yep~ now days everyone got their own cell phone right?

30. What do you wear to bed?
T with boxer

31. Ever had a crush on a teacher in high school?
NOPE!

32. Coke or pepsi?
Pepsi~

33. Sugar or spice?
Spice

33. Can you use chopsticks?
yep

34. Do you like to read for pleasure?
yep

35. Do you care about getting good grades?
as long i have done my best... grades not that important to me

36. Have you ever fallen asleep in class?
not really...

37. Get a job or ask your parents for money?
Job

38. Is your dad strict?
eh... depends...

39. Do your parents give you enough privacy?
yep..

40. Do your parents trust you?
yep...

41. Would you ever wanna lose your best friends?
Hell NO!

42. Does your best friend like you?
hm... no idea

43. Do you make friends quickly?
eh... nope

44. Do you tell your mom everything?
90% ?

45. What do you & your parents fight about most?
hm... where we should have our dinner?

me: i wan eat roast duck~
mom: ok lor~
dad: i lazy drive leh...
me: i drive lor!
Mom & Dad : . . . i think u go your own~~
me: wtf...


46. If you love someone & she or he rejected you
what will you do to her or him?
. . .

47. Can you sing or rap?
cant sing , cant rap.

48. If you have one wish, what is your wish?
"wish" = can't tell

49. What do you think of this survey?
kinda like monolog

水. 灯. 尸

颤抖着的只身伫立于冰水中

冷冽环绕着瘦弱

摇头晃脑的只体

依然顽固不化的死守

在最后几秒的光辉下

脚下的冷尸早已逝去

.weird.

what am i doing?

i have no idea...

maybe i'm just too bored...

something just crossed my mine during that time

it is so pathetic that can't do anything about what we wished

it is so sad that when we saw something but we can't help

it is so cruel that when we saw some animal's body and we just cross over but can't do anything...

of course

i pray, they could have a better life if there will be a second life...

what on earth i'm talking with all this sh!t?

kinda weird eh?

am i close my eyes when i was avoid something?

or i just see within the frame and din't realise what will happen next?

here comes again

once again

the insanity of Sean Chua.

all the statement above = bullsh!t

四香

回望过去的点滴
赫然发现世事已逝

昂首迈进
逝去的回忆
昨天的激情
剩不堪自嘲

风逝忆存
匿藏着的唇香
四溢满盈

雪娘

沉溺梦魇

唤醒秋末

飘临初雪

遮掩魅颜

发补灰白

雪掩时节

娘子伫凝

远方君郎

史记

被遗忘的遗迹还在诉说着什么故事
是仍然依附着史前的使命
还是
全释着新的角色